• Poetry: Apocrypha

    Envy tastes like copper filings.

    It settles into the stomach wall and plies
    its sinuous trade, hawking green-eyed girls
    at the tented market of the womb — thin-mattresses
    waifs with syringe-scored ribs.
    Under fallopian awnings
    they turn their chlorinated eyes inward,
    lashes slice into the flesh as they blink slowly,
    once, twice.

    Envy sidles into the blood, jangling metals and plastics,
    is yearn-swollen fingers all ringed in agates and amethyst–
    so fat that knuckles bulge tumescent out of the gold bands.

    Eel-headed, it stretches and pants, breath filled
    with rotted diamonds.
    It claws and adores and kisses the edge
    without guessing the center, cobbling a
    hermetic path, yellow and grey,
    down into the rickety basement door
    of the second heart–
    the secret heart, shut as a reliquary
    that whispers sulfuric villanelles into the dark
    while storm shutters screen against glass
    threatening expulsion from the apple-bled
    rooms of the interior.

    This other heart is a city of wan-faced slattern-beasts,
    snouts pressed against frozen windows, bones
    howling for hot bread. But it is beautiful there, in the black
    aorta, blood pure as grain alcohol.
    In these jealous walls the self instructs the self–
    the second heart murmurs
    its beatific perversions
    to the first.

    from Apocrypha by Catherynne M. Valente